The love of you is not pointless. (begin loving scolding) 'How dare you' treat gifting to you as something not good enough. "I SHOULD be taking care of myself" The Cosmos didn't put us on the planet to be alone - we are here to take care of each other. Nor is your value only in your ability to carry on the family DNA or something. Your gift in the world is no small thing! Yes, you are a dear little child-heart; precious and heart-melting in your awkwardness. Your gift comes just as much from your child-heart as much as it comes from your 'outer-adult'. Please honor the heart-gift that has been loved upon you by honoring yourself as being lovable and worthy. Your soul's primal code (from which all your gifts and 'youness' emit) produces the best 'crop' when you are fully nurtured. Please don’t rob those of us who want the best of your harvest by choosing to be less than fully nurtured. “Where’s my fucking gift!” You are a part of us and we have a right to demand the best of your magic in the world. Please don’t you ever think that we are wrong to love you. (end loving scolding)